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This is our secret song
03:13
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I want to say that I'm still here if there is a day
you need me to keep the promises that I once made
if you feel down, if you feel wrong, closer to abandon
just grab your headphones sing along
this is our secret song
Hello there Goddess and Demon of this beautiful nightmare
I want you to know I have already surrendered to reality
and I've given to fate the chance of seeing you again
to explain how I've never been the same
and I hope... I hope you are doing well
I hope I haven't gone totally crazy
I'm sorry for tumbling down like this I've never felt so lost before
I know you needed things bigger than love
but that love was everything to me
you made me shine
you were the only one who could made grow this stupid heart
and I... I just did nothing
This is what you will hear hidden from your husband
watching at your kids thinking about me
knowing you could have been happier
so this how it feels living a nightmare
watching the ruins after disaster
I used to sing against the system
now I'm just your secret lovesong writer
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Yesterday I promised
I'd never write a song again
but now I'm just drunk
and I'm writing like the liar I am
so let's walk through this tragedy to imagine
we are sorrounded by flowers and wonderful views
because once you have seen the greatness of magic
that's when you know there is nothing up to you
The show must go on
but I feel nothing at all
I should have known
I'm too drunk to save the world
maybe I should tell you about some anarquism
but there is no trust in someone inmersed in alcoholism
and I should scream to the kids SET THE WORLD ON FIRE
but I'm really sick and tired
I couldn't save the world
I didn't get the girl
I just collected empty bottles in my hands
The show must go on
but I feel nothing at all
I should have known
I'm too drunk, I'm just too drunk
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Police state
03:08
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When the rules are made against the poor
when the true criminals are totally inmune to law
When governments are corrupted
media is manipulated
and their dogs are always tracing the streets
Protecting those ones who must be hated
you are wrong if you are only waiting
for the politicians to save you
you are just buying the big lie they created
And everywhere you look
there they are
and in everything you do
they control you
so it's perfectly natural and it's true
that you want to run from reality
and it's not new
but there is not a possible excuse
So tell me kid you wanna fight and stop
some fucking fascists rats?
((( oh yes!!! we wanna smash fascists!!!!)))
So tell me what you want from me
to stay back in silence? thinking their ballots
can contain how we expect our lifes to be?
inside this police state
because if we conquer the streets
and we let some kids to know what happens
there will be repression
for you and for me
inside this police state
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If you feel you lost emotions
just believe melodies are options
If you hate this monotony
I've got a remedy for your lobotomy
if you want to be complete
you just gotta listen to me
Don't look back we are sick about it
shut your eyes feel what we started
load your anger, forget the danger
is time to give the floor to madmen
If you feel the future is tragic
you know the solution is logic
so let's fuck their economies
let's make a change in their democracies
modern slavery, what's next is black
we need the revolutions back
so if you want me to live down on my knees
you know you gonna end up down of my feet
this is the end of the lethargy
we are all back with new energies
Because every broken dream must have a dream before
so here's your dream here's your drink
let's make it worth
last time you thought you could have a normal life it went wrong
so here's the madmen let's hear their words
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Now I just wanna get drunk with you
the hot summer nights have never been so cold
and I know the answer is bullshit
but is the only one I've got
So come on let's jump into the void
I promise there is not the end there
we will be kicked out of hell again
because we are not evil enough for them
so let's be the blind who leads the blind
to the upcoming catastrophy
I am one of those who only know how to fight
so let's go to war or I will have to fight me
(and that's what i most want to avoid)
So come on let's jump into the void
maybe we can find there some heaven there
where they will say that we will never again be
good enough for them
So here is my only advice
leave before the pain is so unbearable
that it even prevents you from giving up
so where did my passion go?
I'm sick of carrying on
now I don't want to carry on no more
So come on let's jump into the void
I promise there is nothing there
just the end of this suffering for you
or maybe just for me
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Plastic flowers
02:59
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I'm delving inside this abandoned streets
and I'm not a rebel just a broken one
and I'm sure that these plastic flowers
can't get me out of this, OH SHIT!
I miss the man I once used to be
Cause now I find myself with no way out
if we are what we fight for...
I've been just dead for years
and I would rip my head
if it would help to stop thinking about
what the hell I'm supposed to be
I should keep lying to myself
but I've got no lies left
It is in my heart or maybe through my veins
call it poison or you can call it pain
but when you live too much at the edge of insanity
being oblivious makes you cross the line definitely
Now that everything has failed
we can only go forward
so is time to turn the page
or to be only a coward
now that everything has failed
and I'm about to crash
watch these plastic flowers fade
won't bring me those times back
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Two white flags
03:03
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I've seen your footprints on this dusty ground
I've seen the bright lights of your crown
they were the same as the last time you were around
Like the ghosts of this town
the scent has been found
sanity is tumbling down again
once again I'm used I'm confused
I wish I could say I've got something to choose
but I'm your slave
Cause you are the cure and love is still pure
I've got nothing to say except
I'd do anything to make it allright today
I don't need the scenario I don't need the crowd
delirium tremens can make play loud
but I swear that I'll never find any place
with your looks, your passion, your reverb
Cause you are the cure and love is still pure
I've got nothing to say except
I'd do anything to make it allright today
cause I can't stand this situation anymore
I'll raise my white flag if you raise yours
I'm the greatest master teaching how to swim a while
just to drown forever and never raise to the surfice again
there is no salvation
just time swallowing you and I
and this fucking war must fucking end
I can forgive I can forget
we can be the kings we were on those days
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Laconic
00:35
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You want to talk but I hate people
you have got the words but you are an idiot
you can be sure I won't stay, go find someone else
maybe you will be lucky then
And if I want to change the world I'll call you
If I don't want to be alone maybe I'll need you
but now please go away, I just have one thing to say
FUCK THE PEOPLE, FUCK THE GOVERNMENT AND FUCK YOU!!!
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Dear punk rock star
03:34
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Dear punk rock star
give me something to fill this existential vacuum
I need more than drinking in a bar
I need more than just being inmune to you
Because we are just dead
or we probably never existed
or maybe there was something before our eyes
and we really... we really missed it
But it's ok for now
we'll just keep on going down like we always did
because a puppy that growls
can never scare some stupid kids
If we could only make some difference
if there was something left to change
If we had the chance to have a voice
we would never avoid our responsabilities
But I have no hability
just this fucking sense of void
But it's ok for now
we'll just keep on going down like we always did
because a puppy that growls
will never scare some stupid kids
So tell me where is sincerity tell me what is wrong
did you forget we are here just to change the world
so thank you for those moments you gave me hope
and I forgot my problems, BUT YOU ARE A FRAUD!!!
Now you have your fucking money
and I have got this dissapointment that you have brought
So tell me where is sincerity tell me what is wrong
did you forget we are here just to change the world
so thank you for those moments you gave me hope
and I forgot my problems, BUT YOU ARE A FRAUD!!!
Now you have your fucking money
and I have got this dissapointment that you have brought
Now you have your fucking money
Is this how it really goes dear punk rock star??
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Addicted to lost wars
02:39
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I've been running for a really long time
but I don't even know what I am chasing
it was sunny, it was dry or it was rainning day and night
I could smile or I could cry but I was faking
because there is only one thing in my mind
I need a little pleasure to be fine
there is no point if it is not aching
the hardest path is gonna be the only one I'm taking
Sometimes I wish that I was normal
but normality is overrated
is not for the karma I just can't be so formal
because everyone around is intoxicated
and I'm a romantic of wasting of time
I just need deception to feel alive
if it's possible is not allright
what is laudable is that victory is never gonna be mine
Cause I'm addicted to listening to my heart
I'm addicted to lost wars
I want to go from nowhere to nowhere
and lose everything along the way
Because if there is something to win
there is no emotion
you gotta know suffering is the only option
I could grow up and stop acting dumb
but you know my only aim is to die alone
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Pissing against the wind
03:22
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Today I have realized
I have got no talent to play
this nice guitar in my hands
I'd just love to create
something beautiful for her
but I don't know where to start
I should feel sorry for myself
but I don't even deserve that
And I don't know my friends
Why at the nook of the poets
is where I'm writing loud
my total lack of knowledge
because this sinking ruins
are just too heavy to float
what the hell am I doing
below the winds and the clouds
that are staring the broken ground
terrifying me
And everything I have tried
never had me satisfied
because everything I have done
Has been always so wrong
I've been the impostor, the liar
the one you get tired of
if I am still your desire
convince me that I'm not done
So will you hear my heart
once that my voice is lost?
because I wrote in the stars
hey girl I need you the most
so look into the sky
and you can taste my blood
mixed with the rain tonight
because your absence still hurts
so much...
I wish that you here to stop trying to fit
in words and notes all of these sorrow
and maybe if tomorrow you stay with me
I can stop pissing against the wind
And I don't know my friends
Why at the nook of the poets
is where I'm writing loud
my total lack of knowledge
because this sinking ruins
are just too heavy to float
what the hell am I doing
below the winds and the clouds?
That blow all the sails
but mine...
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Raise your glass and close your eyes
forget about the ruins you left behind
maybe you are dying, it's fine
but now is time to smile
don't look back or you'll regret your whole life
just be nice the moment is right
for the stars to shine over us
oh yeah baby we still have some nights
Maybe the word called freedom
has been actually forgotten
but now I have this poems and rythm
to give back the years that have been stolen
It's always the losers who claim
to have done all that they could
so now I have an amusement for them
and for the losers like me and you
Raise your glass and close your eyes
forget about the ruins you left behind
maybe you are dying, it's fine
but now is time to smile
Maybe I'm so used to deception that
when I win I can't believe what's going on
sometimes I sing for a crowd of seven cats
but I will sing until I have no lungs
So let's live like is the last day of our lifes
don't worry lady I'm just a random guy
don't be sorry the story is about finding
what you love and doing what you like
and they can keep a good band down
don't be scared if you hit the ground
cause maybe we are just screaming
to the wrong kids now
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Jairo Gomes Spain
Jairo Gomes is known for being Global discontent's frontman since 2012 and Fastloud bassist. This is his solo project started in 2017, he plays live with his musicians THE OLD FACTORY RATS
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